06.01.2010 - Back in Germany
My dear friends, I was depressed before this entry, but I think today I must write it.
First, many thanks to all of you for the kind birthday wishes. I'm very happy about it.
On Saturday I arrived two hours late in Berlin. The weather was too bad and there were technical problems. My brother and my dad picked me and then we first moved to my new apartment. Since I shall be staying until the end of July in Berlin, I took a furnished apartment and DAMN! Which is perhaps even cool! So visit me who wants to go for it! But, says the owner in advance short;)
I am, now I thus again back in Germany. And this is my last entry in this blog. I hope you had fun reading it and could you therefore a bit part in my life in the remote Finland. Of course, I will tell you personally like it when you want it.
Today's my birthday today and I've asked myself so that I have changed my year. I'm not sure but maybe I'm a bit grown up. My clothing style has changed, and my view of the world and my life. To quote My Chemical Romance, I do always like: "I am not afraid to keep on living, I am not afraid to walk this world alone" I know Although I am not alone and my friends want me to, no matter what, but eventually I will walk it alone - I'm excited to see where he will lead me.
I'm glad I went to Finland, it was one of the best - if not THE best experience of my life. I have a lot to know interesting but also a lot of stupid people, but I have to prove yourself, that I get along well alone abroad and in a university with English language, have held wonderful parties, had crashes and highlights and I have my opinion, further developed.
I'm still a walking contradiction, chaos child and as always mad, but I yes but now seen what a bit.
I was asked many times if I regret anything I've done in my life or what happened to me so. I've often thought about this question, and always come back to the same conclusion: No, I have no regrets. How does it look for you? Regretted her something?
Finland I will miss very much and I'm afraid that I will not like Berlin. However, the decision to go to my hate-town, I do not regret, because I have exactly the internship, I wanted to do. I like the city yes, but perhaps this will change. I do not believe it though. What bothers me most is that I once again fear must have when alone at night where I go. That is why I take my car to Berlin, I will not take the train or otherwise have to walk far. Through the crap I had in Riesa, I will not again be afraid to go home. Now I like my ol scrap cart.
This is also something beautiful in Finland, although it happens every now and again have something, but it is much safer than in Germany. And I also felt there.
I will miss many people and things in Finland, and I hope that I can put all my plans into action and go back.
I traveled to the end of the world
and there I found a country where every man is free
was prepared every other to help
where each man stood to his word
and in wages and bread
have much seen
have dreams hunted
Did a lot of standing
have all ventured
have too much loved
and everything taken
have given everything, everything
It was all too good feat
[ASP. Eric Fish]
In this spirit, I hereby close the blog. I hope you liked it. I will most likely open on another page a new blog so that you can still participate in my life. Who knows what awaits me as foolish in Berlin! I'm curious.
Thank you very much with you for your comments, your mental support and that you are always been there when it was called "New blog entry today with the theme ..."
Thanks also to Matsu and Seph, my most prolific writers comment and above all I thank you for'll manage the airport.
Then I thank you once Thomas, who visited me two times, and thanks to whom I've lost so beautiful:) Thanks for the birthday present and thank you for the many wonderful hours together.
But the greatest of all THANK YOU goes to my mom and my dad, without whom I would never have made this journey. They have always supported me and continue to make, both financially and mental. And even if I sometimes go animal on the bag that Ellis is just still the best! ;)
I wish you all the best, to be that your plans and wishes come true. Never lose the courage to dare new things unknown, because it's worth it!
Take care, see you soon!
Kaja
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